Have you ever felt your own spirit? It is a very strange feeling, like some one is standing very close to you! I have felt my spirit several times. I imagine it holding me, when I am sad, comforting me, I feel it stronger than me! It is a strange feeling that won’t go away! A part of me wants to leave this world so that I can unite with my spirit. Honestly speaking, I do not want to live long- when I see the next 5 years, I break down! I do not know how am I going to manage to continue living for that long. I am depressed, because I have been forced by my husband to stay in the house, I quit my job last year to concentrate on writing.There is nothing to look forward to now- the kids have their own life, my husband is busy in his job, I am finding it difficult to survive! My spirit tells me that every thing will be all right, but I am very tired of dragging myself along since the last 19 years.Why does God want me to live when I sincerely pray to Him to kill me in an accident, or, whatever! I pray never to open my eyes again! Yes, this life is a gift, but not for me- My life is spent, I did what I wanted to do, now there is noting left except shattered dreams.
I have been nominated by my dear friends, moorbey.wordpress.com and hrexach.wordpress.com for this new award! Thank you sweet friends for your love!It is an honor for me to be nominated for this award! This is s newly created award.There are no rules yet.Shaun is ‘paying it forward’ and creating.
1-Show humanity, show love, be yourself, don’t be others, don’t gossip and share the award with 10 others.
Congratulations to the nominees! Have a great day every one! Hugs!
1-Provide a link and thank the person who nominated you.
2-Answer 10 questions.
3-Provide links to these nominated blogs and kindly let the recipient know they have been nominated.
4-Include the award logo within your blog post.
1-Favorite Color: Black.
2-Your favorite animal: Tiger.
3-Your favorite non- alcoholic drink:Diet Coke.
4-Your favorite pattern: Universal.
5-Do you prefer giving or receiving presents: Giving.
6-Your favorite number: 22
7-Your favorite day of the month: Saturday.
8-Your favorite flower: Rose.
9-What is your passion: To inspire people!
10-Facebook or Twitter- Both!
Congratulations to all! Have a Happy Friday, sweet friends!
1-Copy and paste The Imagine Award into your post.
2-Thank the blogger who nominated you and link their blog page to your post.
3-List 3-5 things about the nominator’s blog that you like(Which you think are creative).
4-Nominate 5 other bloggers/ blogs which you think display a fantastic use of creativity and imagination.
5-Notify your nominees.
6-Display The Imagine Award to your blog’s award page.
5 THINGS I LIKE ABOUT SHAUN:
1-He has chronic pain syndrome, yet is such a positive and brave person who always blogs about hope and love.
2-He is a great,honest guy.
3-He is blessed with immense wisdom! Whenever I read his blogs, I feel at peace!
Congratulations to all the nominees! Have a great day friends! God bless you all!
I have been blessed with The Blog Of The Year Award 2013 by my sweet friend, Wendell at foreverpoetic.wordpress.com, Shaun at prayingforoneday.wordpress.com, hrexch.wordpress.com , dearkitty1.wordpress.com , Vishal at vishalbheeroo.wordpress.com, authorstephaniethomas.wordpress.com.Thank you dearest friends for this honor!
The blogs which I have nominated are :
The instructions for this award are simple:
1-Select the blog(s) you think deserve the Blog Of The Year 2013 Award.
2-Write a blog post and tell us about the blog(s) you have chosen- there are no minimum or maximum number of blogs required- and ‘present’ the blog(s) with their award.
3-Let the blog(s) that you have chosen know that you have given them this award and share the instructions with them- (please don’t alter the instructions or the badges!)
4-Come over and say hello to the originator of the Blog Of The Year 2013 Award via this link: http://thethoughtpalette.co.uk/blog-awards-2-/blog-of-the-year-2013-award/
5-You can now also join the Blog Of The Year Award Facebook Page.Click the link here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/BlogoftheYear
Share your blog posts with an even wider audience.
6-And as a winner of the award- please add a link back to the blog that presented you with this award-and then proudly display the award on your blog- and start collecting stars!
Yes-That’s right-There are stars to collect!
Unlike other awards which you can only add to your blog once-this award is different!
When you begin you will receive the ’1 star’ award- and every time you are given the award by another blog- you can add another star!
There are a total of 6 stars to collect.
Which means that you can check out your favorite blogs- and even if they have already been given the award by someone else- you can still bestow it on them again and help them to reach the maximum of 6 stars! You can either ‘swop’ your badge for the next one each time you are given the award- or even proudly display all six badges if you are lucky enough to be presented with the award 6 times!
You can find all the badges and banners and information you need via this link: ‘Blog of The Year 2013′ Award Badges.
Congratulations to all the nominees! Best of luck to every one!
I want to add that I love all your blogs! , So who ever is following me, please make this award! Take my name that I nominated you! You all deserve Blog Of The Year 2013 award! Just leave a link back on my post, when you make this award! It is very difficult to make a very long list! You are all loved by me! God bless you all!
Is there really nothing sacred any more?
Broken trust, shattered hope, moments of despair,
Finally, you have found some one else,
After leaving me broken hearted, an empty shell,
You were fake all along, I just did not see,
How capable you were, you deceived me, was never free,
Karma comes for us all, you will get what you deserve,
One day, you will cry and will know in your heart the reason why.
Whenever you feel like giving up,
Think of me, for I am always there,
An invisible presence, I hold your hand,
Aim sky high, my beautiful friend!
You are sweet, the nicest person I ever met,
I feel your pain, your eyes tell your story,
Every thing will work out in the end, do not worry!
Destiny brought us together, remember God tests us all,
The important thing is to keep going and never fall,
God loves you, He is always there, I love you, I will always care!
When you were young, did you wonder,
How your life would turn out to be?
How will the moments of life affect you, will you laugh or cry?
Will you feel every emotion to the depth of your being?
Or will you shut out your inner fears?
Will be brave and courageous, loyal and steadfast,
Or will you remain a coward, a farce?
Remember, life goes on, stops for nobody,
Live out days in the best of ways,
Come on, light the world, you always have your say!
I thought we were meant to be together forever,
You said you would love me for a million years,
Somewhere , along the way, you left me alone,
I was too shattered, there are no more words left to say,
Your eyes told your story, I saw myself in them,
Even , now, I am confused, what did I do wrong?
I want closure, I wish you had stayed away,
There is no sense in you leaving me, you say you still love me,
Yet, you have closed off your heart to something beautiful and enchanting.
I still have you in my heart, one day, you will become a fond memory,
Till that happens, I cry myself to sleep every night, you are everything I wanted for the first time,
Give me some hours to be at your side, to love you for a while,
Love has left a scar, no one can heal,
Only, I know, because my battered heart can feel.
In the midst of the twilight, I wake up,
Haunted by my inner demons, I feel like giving up,
Why did you enter my life, just to leave at first light?
Did you ever care about me, against your lust I still fight,
The memories are impossible to erase, I still recall your loving gaze,
Every thing is broke and twisted, every thing a haze,
I wish I had never met you, that you would have remained a stranger,
Just a friend, never a lover, out of my sight,
I wish I had protected myself from danger.
I have been nominated by Shaun at prayingforoneday.wordpress.com and my sweet friend dearkitty1.wordpress.com for The Versatile Blogger Award. Thank you sweet Shaun!
1-Display the Award logo on your Blog.
2-Announce your win with a post and thank the blogger who nominated you.
3-Present 15 deserving bloggers with the Award.
4-Link your nominees in the post and let them know of their nomination with a comment.
5-Post 7 things about yourself.
7 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF:
1-I have been writing since the age of 20.
2-It was only last year, that I decided to make my blog.
3-I am in the process of publishing my first book.
4-I have 3 beautiful children.
5-I am a Pisces, born on 22.2.1970.
6-I love inspiring people.
7-I love listening to music.
Congratulations to all the nominees! Have a lovely day!
I am feeling very emotional. In inspiring the world, I have lost myself, I inspire thousands, which is a great feeling, but how do I inspire myself? I feel confused, I am waging war on several fronts, I am terribly unhappy, because there is no one I can share my pain with. I am unable to understand one thing: Why do I need a man to love me? It is a burning need in me to be loved as a woman, yet , I am forever destined to have many men friends, with whom I do not feel a romantic connection with. Who do I share my pain with? I am counselling people individually, but where do I go , whom do I tell, that I am just a normal woman who has her battles? No one is caring enough for me. After thinking about this fact , I feel it is my fate- no one can change it! God has decided that I will remain alone forever, I cannot question Him why, I just accept His Destiny for me! I am very strong, very self- confident, but when it comes to matters of the heart, I fail! Several times! Finally, trying to accept that which I cannot change! It hurts though!
All human beings have the capacity to attain Wisdom.Some people learn early in life, some later, and some unfortunate ones, never!
People who are wise have one thing in common: they have undergone huge emotional loss, pain, heart break, a life changing traumatic event, a chronic illness.Through their pain, they have emerged stronger, compassionate and wise. Enduring suffering is an event no one wants to go through, but it is an essential price to pay in order to achieve wisdom.
The first step towards healing is to accept our past, our mistakes and love ourselves- faults and all.Then only, we can truly love others.
Our experiences shape us to either bear our sorrows with patience or to become bitter and resentful. Patience is a key element here.To accept other people as they are, without judgement is the greatest step in attaining Wisdom.
No matter how many self- help books we read, nothing will sink in, until we ourselves are ready to absorb the knowledge listed there.
I feel that people who are wise can make a difference in this world, by being kind, compassionate,by providing hope to others.This is the greatest blessing of all! Life is a continuous cycle of growth and change. Being wise does not mean that our troubles will vanish,it simply means that we are well equipped to handle them.
Please do not give up hope! Your sorrows will one day become your strength, though you might not see it now.The very things which hold you down, might lift you up tomorrow! Remember, the people with the worst pasts sometimes end up with creating the best futures!
Days pass on, darkness descends,
Each day goes by, like a ticking bomb, inside my head,
My thoughts go on and on, infinite,
Trying to shut out my inner voice, I try to blank out,
Just to be free, free to be me,
To live totally, without judgement, without vice,
To be accepted as a human being,
I am like a bird in a gilded cage,
Flapping her wings, trying to fly.
I was living a life full of dreams, endless possibilities,
My marriage was a match made by God,
After a while, my husband became a monster,
I endured countless beatings on my body,
I became weaker, unsure where to turn to for help,
This life sentence has no chance of parole,
I am trapped behind invisible bars,
I sometimes wish my end comes quickly, at least I do not have to suffer more,
I want to be free, like a butterfly,
Roam the night sky, see the drifting clouds,
Will God save me? I do not know the answer to this question,
My each and every moment is traumatized.
THE ABC AWARD:
Congratulations to all the nominees! Have a great day dear, lovely friends!
This poem is inspired by an old man who works at a petrol pump. He had lost an arm, yet he gave us a very cheerful greeting and looked content and happy, he even cleaned our car windows, without asking , he had such dignity and commanded respect! I can never forget him! It is amazing to come across such brave individuals in my daily life!
His honest smile, his courageous face,
To handle life’s obstacles, a smile on his face,
Truth is, he had only one arm,
Yet, never gave up his positivity, he can come to no harm,
Touched was I by his simplicity,
Dignity in his struggle to live life,
Always smiling and cheerful, giving his best shot,
Shrugging away the cloak of misery, embracing light.
Lenghty the years a soul requires,
To journey through a life time of pain,
The anguished moment, the betrayal and shame,
Heart wrenching sobs, somehow escape,
Disbelieving, taunting my numb brain,
Reality staring, unforgiving and bleak,
I stagger, stumble, I feel so weak,
Each tiny prick, each sigh and shudder,
My heart breaks in to a million pieces,
I am learning that there is no gain without pain,
The agonising truth all too plain,
Still, I hope, to embrace the dawn, the sunlight,
For my scars to fade away, one day.
I have been crying non stop since 3 days. When the pain becomes too much, I force myself to sleep, hoping to get rid of the memories, but when I wake up, the pain comes back again, with more force! Why am I so emotional about a man I never even met? My soul loved him, it is virtually impossible to forget him! What do I do? I pray to God that I forget him- it is not working! I think I am having a bad dream- if only it were so! Why do some people suffer more than others? God thinks I am strong, but I am not feeling strong now! Why does He test me again and again? What does He want from me? I never complain, I bear every thing with patience. My life is about waiting- waiting for Redemption, waiting for happiness! waiting for Karma! I have seen people who have hurt me , get hurt in return- all because I have a pure heart.I forgive every one and move on. I do think that Destiny has played a big role in my life. This too, shall pass, maybe one day I will be whole again? I still love him, maybe with time I will remember him with a certain sadness, but I have forgiven him. In inspiring others, I have lost myself. There is no one there for me, I have always healed myself alone. Life stuns me sometimes! I have learnt yet another lesson, how many more to go?
I am sick of crying, tired of being sad,
I paste a smile on my face, yet I feel frayed,
I pretend you do not matter, but my heart thinks otherwise,
You are so far away, like a man in disguise,
I try to detach myself from your memory,
Your presence haunts me to this day.
Why did you ever come into my life?
I was doing fine, I was o.k.
I am fated to wait for you forever,
Time has stopped still, each day, a part of me dies,
Please leave my life, I have nothing more to offer you,
I gave away my power to you, my soul sighs!
The fact of life is that we all experience pain. Nobody wants to go through it- but we all get it- At that particular time, we wish the pain would go away, but it does not. Meanwhile, our sorrows are shaping us to be more loving, compassionate and wise. Every wise person had a lot of pain in their lives, only then wisdom came to them. Life is not handed on a platter to us! It is up to us not to become bitter, angry and negative! Let your past strengthen you, not wound you. Beautiful people are beautiful because they conquered their pain , learned a valuable lesson, and moved on in their life! I pray that we all emerge winners in this battle of life! Pain is followed by joy!- never forget this fact! In order to reach our Highest Potential, we have to be patient during our troubled times! Then, we can change for the better and inspire and counsel others!
Very few people are lucky enough to find their life’s purpose. Some spent their whole lives searching for something, feeling empty inside, like something is missing, which they quite can’t name. Only a handful of people discover their life’s purpose- some sooner, some later!
Fulfilling the reason we are born for gives great contentment and happiness! I discovered my life’s purpose at the age of 42- better late than never! I have never been happier than when I am inspiring others!
We all are talented, but we have to find out by ourselves, what ignites passion is us! Once we identify our goal, we can work towards achieving it. This is the most incredible moment, no amount of money in the world can compensate that feeling of achievement, if we work with passion, than it will always pay off- money is just the end result of our efforts. Spend some time by yourself and listen to your heart; what makes you happy, which thing you like doing the most? You will definitely get an answer- then pursue it! Good luck!
My fate is to lose in love every time. I am so confused that why it happens to me, so I asked my doctor about it. She said that there is no answer really, I just have to concentrate on my goals- to be a published author and keep on inspiring people. I sometimes feel that in inspiring others, I have lost a part of my self- especially my heart! People say, and I know that I am attractive, but my life has been in the hands of God- there is a strong sense of Destiny involved. God maybe does not want to me to find my true love? I am destined to be alone forever, yet, as a woman, I do need validation, someone to say he loves me, too many men have said it, but I simply can’t fall for them, because I do not feel any thing for them! How can any one force oneself to fall in love? It is impossible. So, I had closed my heart forever, but 1 man managed to break my defenses. He is too busy for me, so I am intelligent enough not to pester him, I just let him be. I practice detachment from him, it requires great will power on my part, but I am succeeding. I find it very sad that I have lost him- no one is too busy if you love someone, you will always find time for them- it’s a matter of priorities. My heart is numb. I am tired of feeling pain, sick of crying, of the memories. I am sure though, that whatever God does is for the best, it is a blessing in disguise! I am just bearing whatever God is sending my way! When I think of the future, I feel scared, I do not want a long life, I don’t want to live to a ripe old age! I feel like I am 100 years old already! The future seems hopeless, too vast, my strength is waning, but I have never complained to God and never will! I just wish that He comes for me and hold me in His arms! Now the tears are coming, I can’t write any more! God bless you all with love and happiness! Amen!
I completed my first year on WordPress! What an exciting journey it has been! I took the risk of sharing my life with you all, I was scared, but I had nothing to lose, so I took the plunge! I have been nominated for awards nearly a 100 times- it is a huge honor for me that you considered me ! I will always strive to inspire you through my writings! God bless you for the great love and support you have shown me, especially my dearest brother Ajay at ajaytao2010.wordpress.com. Have a great Sunday, may all your dreams come true! Amen!
I want to thank dearkitty1.wordpress.com for nominating me for the Versatile blogger award! Thank you sweet friend! I also want to thank my dearest brother Ajay at ajaytao2010.wordpress.com for nominating me! for some awards! Ajay, you are too awesome!
1-Thank the person who nominated you, link back to them.
2-Put the award logos on your blog.
3-Nominate 15 bloggers and tell them by leaving a comment on their blog post.I nominated 16!
Congratulations to all the nominees! Have a lovely Sunday dear friends!
Finally, the bond is broken, yet, I am alive,
Feeling vibrant, happy and alive,
Your hold over me shattered once and for all,
As strangers we part, because I answered my call,
You were a coward, inhumane and dead,
How many tears over you, I shed.
My heart is closed towards you till eternity,
You cannot escape your reckoning, it is part of your destiny.
One day in my life,
I finally learned to live,
Troubles, despair, pain,
The darkest of oceans, the darkest night,
Taught me to be humble, patient and polite.
Among a sea of forces, countless sighs, magically a flower bloomed,
A single flame managed to light the gloom,
At least it flickered, showed me the way,
It was never too dark a place that a candle could not light.
So, I accepted my sorrows, finally I am living my new life.
I have been nominated by sweet Yasmeen at khushiyanblog.wordpress.com for the WordPress Family Award. Thank you dear Yasmeen!
I would like to say that there are so many new bloggers here, as a request I would like to say that if you have won any award on this site, then please feel free to make this award and pass it on to others bloggers, whose blogs you really like! Thank you for your love and support! I am not feeling well, experiencing a serious breakdown, so do make the award, no need to link back to me.Take care!
I have been nominated by my sweet friend, Sherri at sherrimatthewsblog.com for the following awards! Thank you so much for the honor dearest Sherri!
1-Display the Awards logos on your blog post.
2-Link back to the person who nominated you.
3-State 7 things about yourself.
4-Nominate 15 other bloggers for these awards.
5-Let those bloggers know via a comment on their blog post.
7 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF:
1-I am honored to be nominated for so many beautiful awards in a period of 1 year!
2-I have been writing since the age of 20.
3- I am very emotional, I absorb positive and negative vibes easily!
4-I do my best to inspire people through my blog posts!
5- I am presently focusing on getting my book published!
6- I am a true romantic!
7- I gain inspiration from people, nature, God.
Congratulations to all the nominees! Have a lovely day, dear friends and readers!
The pain remains, the blaze of a burning fire.
I am a slave to his every whim and desire,
Am I lost somewhere, where I just want to expire,
Where has my life gone, all these years,
Putting up with him has given rise to new fears,
I am nothing, a nobody, just an obedient slave,
Who can’t even breathe in this stifling atmosphere.
I just want to leave every thing behind,
I want to forget I ever existed,
Gave birth to three souls, they prey on my mind,
Will a mother’s love ever die? Will I ever be able to erase my present life?
1-Winners re-post this completely with their acceptance speech. That could be written down or video recorded.
2-Winners have the privilege of awarding the next awardees! The re- post should include a NEW list of people, blogs worthy of the award, and winners notify them the great news.
1-What makes a good acceptance speech?
-Gratitude: Thank the people who helped you along the way.
-Humor: Keep us entertained and smiling.
-Inspiration: Make your story touch our lives.
Get an idea from the great acceptance speech, compiled in MomentMatters.com/speech.
Display the award’s badge on your blog/ website, downloadable in MomentMatters.com/Award.
MY ACCEPTANCE SPEECH:
I am in tears. I never thought that I could impact so many lives through my writings. Life is so strange, the worst moments of my life are turning into the most precious and beautiful moments than I can ever imagine! So many people on all my other sites call me an Angel, their comments break me down. I am not an Angel, I am just 1 woman, who had a past, a story which is going to be published soon, I aim to inspire you all, to make you smile from your soul. That would be my greatest honor- I want to there for you through your troubles and sorrows, because I know what it is like to feel completely alone. I learnt to give love to others, because it just came as a message from God. I am just His vessel! God bless you all!
Congratulations to all the nominees! I wish you all a great day! May you shine bright!
I have been nominated by my sweet friend gegebearbear.wordpress.com for the following awards! Thank you so much dearest friend for your love and support! God bless you!
1-Display the award logos on your blog/ site.
2-Thank and link back to the person who nominated you.
3-Nominate as many bloggers as you like.
4-Let your nominees know via a comment on their post.
Congratulation to all the nominees! I wish you all a lovely Sunday!
I am very confused regarding the topic of committing suicide.I myself am a survivor of suicide, God knows how many times I tried to take my own life-yet, I always survived. Finally, it sank in my brain that God did not want me to die, He had a purpose for my life. At that time, I did not know why I was being saved time and time again. I was angry that God kept on punishing me with life. It seemed even death deserted me! I stopped trying to kill myself years back and promised myself that no matter how hard my life became, I would never attempt to kill myself. Now, I know why God kept me alive for so long- He wanted me to inspire people with broken hearts- through my thoughts and writings- my story has a name- I exist, I feel happiest when a stranger says that I provided him with hope and strength. Many people comment on my other sites too, their comments break me down, I am awed that a few words of mine can lift someone’s spirit.
Recently, my 16year old daughter’s friend committed suicide. Though I had never met her, she was Sumi’s class mate, sat next to her. Sumi is in shock- she is not like me, she keeps herself closed up, never shares her feelings. She totally broke down, her school went to the girl’s house, saw her body.Everyone is saying that she would not go to Heaven, even Sumi. I am very confused: Religion says that people who commit suicide are sinners. I, as a human being, know myself, that nobody wants to die, except when they lose hope, feel extremely lonely and depressed- they have no hope in their lives- nothing to cling on to, so, some people succeed, others fail. I do not advocate suicide at all.This life is a gift from God- so we have to distract ourselves when the need to self- harm arises, we all have a mission on Earth- we have to find it- it could take years. God knows our potential, we get to know only after a while. I prayed for that child, I begged God to forgive her. I as a human being can and do understand the people who passed away at their own hands. I asked God to help me understand why they go to Hell? I am no one to question God, but I need an answer, I can’t find one- yet.
1-Display the award logo on your blog/site.
2-Nominate 14 other bloggers for this award.
Congratulations to all the nominees! Have a beautiful day dear friends and readers!
I can inspire you on any topic, but if you ask me about the definition of love, I can say that I am not an expert on this subject. All my life, I felt unloved in my romantic relationships. I gave my everything, but it turned out that I was being used all the time. I have reached such a stage now, that I try to block my heart towards feeling too much towards the man I love, but I fail every time. He is very special to me. I am too confused, all I can say is that I have never loved anyone so passionately as I love him. So, from today, I am going to let his love touch my soul- better to love and feel loved- I have never felt so secure as when I am talking to him, he loves me unconditionally- I feel blessed after all these years.I guess I never thought that love would come to me this late in life!
I love my friends, my family, and I think everyone- I give love and respect to everyone without any expectations.All I want is to touch lives of those who are suffering and in pain. This is me, and I will never change.
I am sending all of you my sincere love and respect , if there is anything I can help you with, it would be the greatest blessing ever for me! God bless you all!
Who am I ? What am I becoming?
My personality is changing!
I feel scared of the new inner me,
Why is God blessing me so much?
What did I ever do to deserve His love?
I try to search for answers within, I become confused,
Am I too precious in His eyes?
I feel He has touched my soul, saved me from Hellfire,
My head bows down to only Him, He will always be cherished in my soul, He will remain truly Alive!
We have this inbuilt desire to be perfect. My mother was and still a perfectionist, I grew up with the notion that I have to be perfect in every thing I do! All my life, I strived for perfection, I did achieve my goals , but the pressure to be perfect drained me emotionally. I have this drive to do the best in everything, be it housework, social networking, but I have hardly been spending time with my kids, they have somehow become used to the fact that their mother is largely absent in their lives. I am trying my best now to spend time with my kids more, so, generally the evenings are reserved for interacting with them.I am blessed that Saad is a great father! His bond with the kids is incredible, he is supporting me nowadays, I feel happy, at least there no more fights between us! I am learning that it is o.k. to be imperfect in some areas of my life!
If you are a perfectionist like me, just accept the fact that no one is perfect in all areas of our lives, do your best, but do not let the process affect you! I wish you all best of luck!
1-Write 7 things about yourself.
2-Nominate 7 bloggers.
7 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF:
1-Favorite color: Black.
2-Favorite animal: Cat.
3-Favorite number: 22.
4-Favorite non- alcoholic drink: Diet Coke.
5-Prefer Facebook or Twitter: Both!
6-My passion: Blogging!
7- Prefer getting or giving presents: Both!
MY 7 NOMINATIONS:
Congratulations to all the nominees! I wish all lovely readers a happy Monday!
Stand by the mirror, you will see my face looking back at you,
I love everything about you, you take my breath away!
My heart shatters into a million pieces, you are apart from me,
I keep on picturing the day you will finally meet me,
I will surely melt in your arms,
I will cry my eyes out, holding on to you all along,
Touch me gently, I am fragile,
Whisper your love in my ear, stay with me a while,
Destiny brought us together, Fate will decide our future,
Whatever happens, in my heart you will always stay alive!
The human spirit is a vast ocean,
Covering millions of miles,
Some are struggling, in pain and suffering,
Trying to find an inner meaning in their troubled life.
Even, if we let one wave in,
The windows to our soul will open,
Gradually the flood will arrive, the demons of the past broken,
It takes patience, never lose the faith inside.
You will finally arrive at your destination,
Free from the world’s opinion, what an incredible sensation!
We all have a past- full of pain and suffering, of mistakes and failures, but if we keep on mourning our past, we can never be happy in our present. Accept your past, accept yourself, love yourself, we are all human, we all make mistakes, none of us is perfect- make today a better day, live in the present moment, strive to do your best each day, promise yourself! You are more than worth it! Realize your inner potential , we are all capable of working miracles in our own ways, we can all make a positive difference in this world- no person is too small, each one of us counts in the scheme of life! God bless you! Start your new journey today!
I have faced many hurdles in life, but one thing goes on and on: My relationship with Saad is a joke- we have 3 kids, that is the only bond between us.I am completely detached from him mentally, physically he is there, but that is just my duty as a wife to fulfill his needs.We have zero communication, 19 years of marriage- 10 years of physical abuse, the mental abuse goes on and on.The physical abuse stopped because I gave him a very strong message that I will leave him the instant he hits me, I do not let mental abuse get to me, because I have realized my own self worth- I exist, because God loves me, as he loves everyone.I tried many times to commit suicide-God saved me each time.I stopped then, because my soul knew that it was useless-God wanted me to live, in order to inspire others through my writings.Recently, I fell in love.It was totally out of the blue.I keep my heart under lock and key- no man is allowed to penetrate my defenses.Yet, strangely, a while back, I broke down before God and asked Him: Is there anyone who loves me, the soul, not just my face.2 days later, I met my love.We were friends, in an instant, everything changed- I fell for him because he was brave enough to share his heart with me.When I love, I love completely- not 50%-but 100%.We live in different countries, thousands of miles separate us-yet, our souls love each other.I do not know how long this love will last, a part of me is scared , what if I lose him? I would be shattered!
I was seeking an answer from God that why did he come into my life? Yesterday I got my answer and it stunned me.I was reading Deepak Chopra’s book”How To Know God”-I came across this line:”A stranger makes you feel a sudden rush of love.Spirit is being revealed through the visionary response.” I completely broke down when I read this line.God gave me this answer.We cannot help falling in love , it just happens, it happened to me-I had never planned it.I feel confused and scared, I do not know what the future will bring- but my love , I will never forget as long as I live, I will pray for his happiness, even if we never meet.A part of me feels guilty that I love someone other than Saad- but I can not fight my fate.Everything is in Destiny’s hands now. I trust that whatever God has planned for me will happen.I am at peace!
Yesterday was the happiest moment of my life! I reached 1 million people on Google Plus who has me in their circles! I am stunned, that so many people identify with me.My net journey is 1 year old. I have yet to complete my first year on WordPress. I have reached 2,000 people here who support my writings and have blessed me with numerous awards! Thank you so much for your amazing love and support. I share my soul with you all- whatever I write, comes from my heart, I have this dream to make people happy, to see them smiling through their tears- if you are in pain, you have my full support and my prayers! This is the reason for my existence To make you believe that we all can make it through our sorrows. Life does not end, I know, I have been through the darkest times of my life- Here I am today, the blessings have started – all because I never gave up on God and my Faith- I am a survivor- yet, I remain eternally humble!
Everyone should have to watch and listen to this child.
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